work essay that went the wrong way

When doing image acquisition, getting the image you want is just part of the task. You need to process it. Most of the editing you need can be done at your home computer. To do image analysis you need to believe you can fly. You need to believe there is a specific task for you. I’m not saying it’s easy, I’m just saying it’s meant for you. Do you have the balls to search for it?

Most people just do what’s expected of them, like yours truly, and then it hurts. Of course this is not a fairy tale, life is hard and the biggest part of the population gets it harder than us. But I guess there must be some comfort in knowing that you’re doing all you can do. Even if it sucks. The thing is, when you have choices, how can you make the right one? Am I being a pantsy, or is this a real problem?

You've just gone with the flow for so many years.. pushing back your decisions, delaying.. now you have a degree in something you don’t care about very much.. doing a job you never thought you would take.. Of course you suck at it. The third wheel, you call yourself.. My question is, is it me or the job?